Two paths? I choose…both of them!

(Yes, yes, I know, Robert Frost, you said “road” in your work. Sigh.)

I’ve long striven to make both my “professional” self complementary with my author persona (or vice versa) in terms of certain areas–my dedication to environmental and nonhuman animal advocacy causes, namely.

I was really excited to have my short stories included in anthologies such as the Shark Week-themed anthology, the climate change-themed anthology, and the “urban Celtic fantasy” one.

A few years back, I decided to leave my position as vice publisher/acquisitions director/senior editor at a L.A.-based book publishing company and get back to my nonprofit/advocacy roots. I enrolled in a MPS (master’s in professional science) program in environmental branding & marketing at Unity Environmental University. Sadly, that program wasn’t offered due to low enrollment so I ended up in wildlife conservation and advocacy. (I’ve also been accepted into a doctorate program in business management.)

(It’s with a sinking feeling as I watch the political situation unfold as most of the employment opportunities I may have both with this degree and my former one–public history/museums–are directly or indirectly reliant on federal funding.)

I will graduate this winter with my degree, and I am just trying to keep my spirits up. Still, it’s devastating especially when I encountered a customer wearing an “I Hate Trump” t-shirt, and learned their partner had received a “Fork in the Road” letter.

(It probably goes without saying that I did not vote for that corrupt oligarch-hopeful Trump. I despise Trump and everything he stands–or doesn’t stand–for. The bitter silver lining is that those who did vote for him are getting their wake-up call–at great cost, sadly.)

Anyway, I won’t get into politics–or my outrage–more in-depth here, because that will detract from the point of this blog post.

As part of my networking plan, and building up my professional status for my new possible career, I’ve created a new blog.

I toyed with the idea of posting up articles via my LinkedIn page, and put up a few over there, but decided I wanted to keep ownership of my content and not publish it on an external site.

Also, thank goodness for my colleague/fellow author Courtney Mroch, both for her posts and for our long-time professional connection. She’s been a Virgo-practical guiding light through my own confusing mid-life transition(s), for sure. I have been floating around, completely untethered, the past few years, and she’s helped me keep my perspective with her sound advice and support. (I’m not at all surprised she’s been a regular contributor to the Chicken Soup books.)

Anyway, while I figure out what new social media platforms to join, and which to jettison (Facebook, I’m looking at you, next!), and here’s some other post from a fellow blogger about social media platforms they’re on just because.

Anyway, redux, I started a new blog for my “other” self, and it’s brand new, and I know I have continued to fall behind in blog reading (i.e. nonexistent blog reading) but I was struggling with my course this past term for the first time ever, and received a *gasp* C- in a field of As, and one B+ and I wanted to perfectionist-drop out of the entire program, and I am working full time and am moving come May/June because slumlords and I have been so worried about losing food stamps and Medicaid and even my financial aid for another break-out-of-minimum-wage plateau attempt that I am just flat-out exhausted.

 

Here’s the link to my blog, and my first post! https://kirstenleebarger.com/

Hope you enjoy the essays and such over there!

Horrorscopes, Heartbreak, and Horrifying Book Reviews

One of the most difficult parts of living in small-town Kansas is dealing with the overall attitudes here towards the nonhuman animals we share our world with.

I have been trying to help animals since I moved here, and every day is a new level of heartbreak and agony.

It hurts me more than I can possibly describe to bear witness to the things that go on here.

I used to think I was pretty resilient, but most days I worry about even getting through the day. I keep trying to fight for the animals here, especially the cats. But to say things are rough going is an understatement. It feels like a living hell–for animals and the people that care about them and their welfare. And I say that even after my experience in working with animals and animal rescue back in my hometown, and getting up close and personal with the ways people mistreat animals.

My experience residing in my current locale has definitely the stuff of “real-life horror” where animals are concerned, I tell ya.

This weekend was especially hard in regards to local animals, so I’m still not as present in the blogsphere as I usually try to be.

I did start a citizens’ advocacy discussion group for animals, and I got interviewed by the local paper (it should be coming out soon, and maybe if I feel brave enough, I’ll post the link in the comments), and I’m attempting to get an item on the agenda at the local city commission meeting. I’d like to help my fellow animal advocates that have joined the group start a nonprofit to have an official platform from which to launch the ideas we’ve been discussing, but that’s a little ways off. 

In other, lighter news, August’s horrorscopes and the tarot reading for writing inspiration are up over at Horror Tree.

And I’m still taking a stab at writing reviews over there…hopefully they aren’t too horrifying!

https://horrortree.com/august-2023-horrorscopes-how-youll-die-in-a-national-park/

https://horrortree.com/august-2023-tarot-cards-for-writing-inspiration/

Book Reviews (I’m still kinda new at this):

https://horrortree.com/epeolatry-book-review-the-midnight-lullaby-by-cheryl-low/

https://horrortree.com/epeolatry-book-review-the-ghost-of-laurie-floyd-by-courtney-lynn-mroch/

https://horrortree.com/epeolatry-book-review-maskerade-6-by-kevin-smith-and-andy-mcelfresh/

https://horrortree.com/comic-book-review-miss-truesdale-and-the-fall-of-hyperborea-3/

https://horrortree.com/comic-book-review-conan-the-barbarian-1/

I hope everybody’s weekend is fabulously spooky!

Pulling the Plug for the Solstice

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Happy Winter Solstice! Merry Yule!

I don’t have anything particularly festive planned, although I did wake up to a world today that looked suitably wintery. The snow had mostly melted, but the trees and bushes were decked out in their finest frost-lace. And the sky was wonderfully grey and gloomy as I spread out the seed and nut feast for the local birds and squirrels.

I have my virtual Yule log crackling in the background, and I’ve got a meditation for Freyja playing softly as well. And, wouldn’t it be nice to have a complete scent “library” from shops like this? https://blackphoenixalchemylab.com/product-category/yule-2022/

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I do plan on spending some time reflecting–I’ve got to come up with a way out of this Kansas nightmare–and I’ll be spending some time doing my favourite thing: organizing!

I’ve been having a nice comment-chat with another blogger about one of their latest posts re: organizing and planning strategies, and, although it appeared in my WP reader, they have grabbed the dubious honour in not only being WP’s longstanding follow/unfollow glitch casualty, but a first-timer in a glitch that has me both following this person, and not following them, simultaneously–and I didn’t even have to open the box!

Anyhoo, check it out–it’s a very funny post! https://stuartdanker.com/2022/12/20/this-is-how-you-overcome-procrastination/

And, Horror Tree never fails to deliver with another insightful article–this one’s about planning as well, in a way: https://horrortree.com/a-fresh-start-to-2023-how-about-we-dont-claim-it-as-our-own/.

So, in the absence of Twitter, I found some colourful days-of-the-week schedule sheets, and I created one for each social media platform/places where I post content (or have planned to post/crosspost content–examples: WordPress, LinkedIn, Goodreads, Horror Tree and…Pinterest!) that I can use as daily reminders, or reminders for tasks that are reoccuring. We’ll see how it works!

Speaking of Pinterest, I was really excited to get the 2023 “Pinterest Predicts” in my inbox! I do love Pinterest; however, I have to admit I actually let it lapse from my regular routine. But now I’m inspired to start exploring it again–and, yes, I did a planning sheet for that platform as well!

And, no sooner than I had typed that, I checked my email for something or other, and saw a notification to this post. Which is perfect in terms of creative-minds type of planning!

Regarding Twitter. Sigh. I went back and forth quite a few times–deactivating my account, reactivating it, etc etc. But then a news piece came onto my radar, and I couldn’t believe that I hadn’t been aware of it. I mean, I am even subscribed to news alerts, call-to-actions, and sign-the-petition requests from PETA (and many more nonhuman animal and environmental groups) and I still only  just learned about it a little while ago.

I’ve put in some links that have more information (sensitivity alert).

Here’s the article I first read about this issue. https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2022/dec/05/neuralink-animal-testing-elon-musk-investigation

Another article. theprint.in/tech/elon-musk-called-out-by-peta-for-neuralink-animal-testing/1253973/

PETA’s news release waaaaay back in February of 2021. *gasp* www.peta.org/media/news-releases/peta-to-elon-musk-use-your-own-brain-leave-monkeys-alone/

And, just so you know, I don’t just include animal advocacy in my short stories, I put in the volunteer work as well. For example, I volunteered for call-bank shifts that contacted New Mexico residents and asked them to reach out to their representatives about these chimpanzees: https://apnm.org/what-we-do/securing-sanctuary-for-chimpanzees/.

And, (almost) last but not least, the updates that were part of the inspiration for this post.

https://www.abqjournal.com/2557814/almost-45-alamogordo-lab-chimps-were-denied-sanctuary-in-2019-a-federal-judge-just-ruled-that-wasnt-the-right-call.html

https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2022/12/15/1143143941/judge-former-research-chimps-retire-federal-sanctuary-haven

Okay, so now I’m at the end of this post. Like I mentioned earlier, I knew that Kansas probably wasn’t the best place for someone like me, but I didn’t think it would be this bad. Sometime in the New Year, I’ll post up about the mind-boggling experience that is small-town Kansas. Or at least this small town in Kansas. There’s a certain date that has to pass, and it’s also probably predicate on getting myself and my cats to safety.

It’s felt very terrifying, dangerous, and threatening here–I mean, I grew up in a pretty urban environment, but who knew a small town in Kansas could feel even more scary than that? *wry laugh*

At one point, I was thinking to myself that it could be a good place to be an animal advocate, as there was plenty of work to be done, and progress to be made. But, wow. Just wow.

It’s my plan to unplug from the online world for a few days, maybe even as many as five, starting tomorrow. But, you know, the road to hell, and all that.

Happy New Year! See you on the flip side!

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A Surprise Cameo Appearance for Eco-Tuesday…

For one of my short stories, I followed along with the adventures of an animal liberation group…with a twist.

(Here’s the link to the anthology that the short story was in: https://www.amazon.com/Neon-Druid-Anthology-Celtic-Fantasy/dp/1791884172/)

So, when I received a call-to-action email from PETA to send a letter to my representative(s) about supporting the FDA modernization act, I, of course, did send the form/letter. 

As some of you may know, I’m in Kansas, a very conservative red state here in the United States. For example, it often appears that Representative Ron Estes and I could not be on farther ends of the spectrum in terms of key issues, based on their earlier responses to other letters I’ve sent.

But here was Representative Estes’s response–a response that, admittedly, surprised me:

 

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